Life is full of battle scars

hi :)
I have this big update planned, its just taking me about a week to stop playing sims 2 (so addicting) and True blood season 4 catch-up. So Let’s see,
I can’t remeber the last time i updated so im gonna go with what i can remember.

-Starting eating healthy
- Gave up junk food 10 days ago (with the exception of someones birthday;more on that later)
- Gave up bread 3 days ago. (carb withdrawl = not cool)
- Felix turned 3! (uh, time…where in the hell did you go to!?)
- Started doing bodyweight exercises roughly 2 weeks ago (amazing!)

Yes, eating healthy. We are up to roughly 75%-80% of the time which is bomb. I feel amazing right now except for the silly headache and tiredness I’ve had since yesterday. I do believe its from my lack of anything white. Gluten-free if you must put a label on it. I havent eaten junk food since my last post, but i did have 2 1/2 cupcakes, it was felix’s birthday. im allowed to celebrate the day i pushed a human being out of my crotch.

Felix, oh sweet felix. Being a full-time parent is really difficult lately. Like super shitty. Potty training is making me so absalutely fustrated (but i keep it inside so i dont freak out making him scared of the toilet or something)/ but he is a 3 year old, they’re wired to be a pain in the ass.

Now here’s the fun part! (NOT) The lovely organisation called Family responsibility office finally started my stupid stupid child support paperwork (i went to court a year ago.) They sent me a package, about 2 weeks later came a letter to tell me why i need to do said package. No one told me before I needed a commissoner of oath or justice of the peace to sign a fucking piece of paper. SO ANGRY. I am not doing any paperwork. if welfare suspends my money..fuck it. I will learn to live off considerbly less money. I can make it work. This is so so so stressful. I’ve been bitter all day cause of this stupidity. I should have never did this. fuck the system!


Bodyweight workouts are the greatest thing ever. (and cheapest) I just need room and thats it, well that and dumbells. I’ve been doing it roughly two weeks now and the past week i have excelled in both programs i am doing. I’ve normally only been able to do 3 sets on the ‘hotel workout’ program but this week i did 4. And on the ‘bodyweight’ program, i normally do 3 but today i did 3 1/3. YAY GETTING STRONGER. more muscle = more sexyness. Yes speaking of which I did a face comparison photo, big difference. So happy.

I am so happy for the next 2 Weeks.
So much family time. So much vacation. So much awesomeness. I am so excited this year. Joe actually has his weekend on the days we are going to wasaga beach/santas village. Its only taken 3yrs to do it :)

Im so happy in terms of fitness. I am murdering my workouts and I am seeing body parts shrinking. The scale hasn’t moved..totally okay with that. I am happy. Eating healthy 70% of the time (working up to 80%)

Life is groovy, baby